日曜日, 7月 03, 2005

Sunday Morning w/ the あわて者, Kokeshi, and NPR


バイトの後진구という映画を見終わった。Brotherhood of Warの法が好きです。BoWも韓国のビデオです。そのビデオの終わりを見ながら泣いてしまった。진구の法はそんなに悲しくないし、ガングと喧嘩のシーンがよくある。BoWは軍のシーンがよくあるけどいいドラマだと思う。So, you should see the second.


So the photo: This kokeshi gets knocked over a lot. I bought her for like 80 yen in a junk shop in Atami (such a beautiful place outside Tokyo). I stayed with a Professor which volunteer taught an English class at OCCUR, ゲイとレズビアンの運動会. Needless to say, Ms. Kokeshi is quite dented, somewhat due to the 地震s but these days from my clumsiness. When I got it, I was like I'll give that to mom, but I actually kept it. Yeh, I'm like that.

So, today, I don't want to sleep anymore. I need to stretch. Or, jog. But, the gym is closed 2,3,4th of July. Annoyance.

昨日、さ、ホストマーザからイメールを貰った。それから、Kは電話した。Kは今朝日本に戻る。うるやましい。僕は八月に日本に行く予定があったがおととい車が壊れてしまった。父は新しい車を買った法がいいアドバイスです。夏休みのバイトをして$1000を貯金できた。安い車は$10000なのに旅行のお金がない。So, I have to deal with that.

I felt a bit lonely, which is typical these days. I've realized that I've had very few friends. I've never had a best friend, grade school to now. From the few people around me or on even on the aim list, I see them hanging out with this or that person. Granted, I might meet up with Morgan or Jeff or call someone infrequently, I lack a "regular" friend...or sidekick...or confidant. So, why? I am sporadic, emailing or replying infrequently. I am passive, not suggesting that we hang out, rather waiting to be asked. I avoid crowds and bars, a scene that I don't really like. それ以上、毎週40~50時間ぐらいバイトをして科学の授業を受けている。大変。Time to get out Friends-R-Us and order someone. (笑)