土曜日, 12月 17, 2005

December desu.

It's already December. The semester officially ended on Friday with a math exam.

I really fucked things up this semester. Some A's, a B, a D, and an F.

I wish I didn't suffer from depression and have to sleep all of the time. It really makes getting all of the work, the studying and assignments, done pretty much impossible. If I only still had late drop credits I could have dropped something and focused what little energy I had on a few things -- so to do them well.

Life keeps going and I've signed up for the two failure courses next semester.

So, I'll graduate later..5 1/2 years after beginning the college adventure.

If college is a place to realize yourself, then I realize that I have depression issues that I can't resolve through simply saying and thinking "I WANT TO FEEL GOOD."

At least I feel better now and am not sleeping as much. A bit too late to fix the damage. Who knows when I'll start to feel exhausted again...