Lab. Friend. Worries.

I'm starting research credits this semester. Really quite exciting, I will be working on bioactive polymers.

But, will I do a good job? Am I able to find the time for my regular classes and this extra, challenging opportunity.

I hope so.

I have one friend right now. Lea. It's nice to have someone to talk to. She's been really kind listening to me, dealing with me, sitting by me in class, and putting up with me when I don't show up for things.

I have friends...but no close friends.

I should be studying.

There once was a boy, a smiling boy...

...and with each smile, the world became such a place where all souls who looked upon his radiant warmth knew love and happiness and euphoria.

They, too, smiled like the smiling boy.

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I believe that the most beautiful man in the world has found me. Just his very smile, the brightness in his eyes, moves my soul farther than any other experience, moreso than the morning sunrise at Mt. Fuji, the smell of Jasmine tea; moreso than any other man.

I do not know him beyond a few lines from a chatroom. So, we are not connected in any way beyond the smile from his picture. Whether he has an equally beautiful personality is yet to be seen.

But, for now, I'm smiling much like the smiling boy.

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The survey says:

You're an INTJ

You are a strong individualist who seeks out new angles or novel ways of lookingat things...enjoy coming to new understandings...insightful and mentallyquick...but this quickness is not always obvious to others since you keep a lotto yourself...you're logical and analytical and ingenious.. You are very determined and trust your vision of the possibilities, regardlessof what other people think...you are VERY independent...you are quiet yetfirm....You're a damn perfectionist!! Appear serious and reserved... might be labelled "brains" by others...youprobably do/did well in school because you set internal goals for yourself..being sociable just isn't worth your time and energy...unless there's a purposefor you...you don't like bureaucracy icky because you have to fit into otherpeople's systems and not your own... You might be frugal unless the money is spent on something you value (likeeducation or a Storm Palace subscription)...you learn best when you can designyour own approach...you have a thirst for knowledge..you probably enjoylectures, libraries, courses and so on... You are highly independent, and continue on with your plans even in the face ofdata that might suggest to others that it's no longer feasible... independentindividualist....surprised when others don't see your visions the same clearway you do...a job well done doesn't need comment, it speaks for itself...youlike decisive and intellectual people... Man! You're one hell of a relentless organizer! ....tough-minded... once youmake your mind up to do something, nothing can stop you.... even your leisureis planned, regualar and disciplined....you tend to avoid fads...you tend tochoose partners in your love life who have an outward zest....you keep youraffections private, and don't always share 'em with your partner.. You can be intense in your love...generous with gifts if it fits into the idealthe way love should be...when scorned, you retreat into your own world and mayshare none of your hurt feelings with anyone...you look for the "right" way toend a relationship... Things to watch for: let go of impractical ideas....don't get so tied up infuture thoughts that you ignore the present; you could be surprised... don'tignore the impact of your style on others..not everyone functions the way youdo....you might criticize anyone who doesn't match up to how you think theyshould be...don't become obsessed with unimportant details...demanding...critical... INTJ: "It's Not Thoroughly Justified"